It's always happy to help someone.

However,

I helped a girl, but I am not happy.

I helped her found out that her boyfriend is not serious to her.

He lies to her.

Maybe she is one of his girlfriends.

Maybe he is dating some girls now.

I don't know if I am right or not to expose that to her.

I know that really hurts, she is sooooo into him.

She even thought this is like forever.

 

haha, many girls make this mistake when it's their first love.

 

But I really feel bad now.

 

Why? Why? Why?

why do men always lie to women that they love them which in fact they don't?

It really doesn't make sense to me.

Today is such a lovely day!

After days of rainy weather, the sun comes out eventually!

Haha, I appreciate that very much.

Finally, I can have all my clothes washed.

I don't need to build up my clothes hill anymore!

Fantastic!

So the first thing I did after I got up is have my them washed.

It took me almost an hour.

But it feels good when I finially have everything tidy!

I like things tidy and clean.

My boss said I lack of motivation when i told him I am going to write motivation as the topic of my academic paper.

I was ... how can i describe that?...felt like I was awakened by his words.

Well, I guess, as always, he is right.

 

He always knows what I should do, what is the most important thing for me and he reminded me and instructed me all the time when I get lost.

I am really happy I met him.

 

Many things happened these days.

And his words waked me up again.

Yeah, I am not that idle, I am not that free.

In fact, there are many things waiting for me.

I have to have my academic paper done.

I have to improve my English language skills, like vocabulary,terms of trading and business English, translation...

 

Yes! I have to work hard.

There are piles of things waiting for me to get them done.

If i am sitting here and doing nothing, I would never be able to get what I want.

Some people seem positive, but when they are facing a problem their negative instinct would come out and take the dominate place.

They might feel like it's the end of the world and fall into the vally of sorrow.

Nothing could cheer them up anymore.

I don't like that.

No matter what happens, it happened.

And you can't change that even if you cry, you feel sad, you lose hope...

Though things might be terrible to you, life goes on!

Some people are so into the sadness in the past that they forget tomorrow, the future.

They might keep blaming themselves how stupid they were, how regret they are.

How hard life brings to them.

But, what they forget, the essential thing, to live for now, to live for tomorrow.

So they are sad today, and they will be sad tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow and...

Then nothing would change in their lives, as all what they did is complain not try.

So they would never be able to be happy anymore.

That's what we call vicious circle.

I think, no matter what, be happy is the most important thing in your life.

If I am going to die tomorrow, I would rather be happy and make full use of my last day.

I want to die with a smile when that day comes.

 

Haha, thinking of death.

Suddently, an idea came to my mind.

I only want to live 40-45 more years.

So that I won't be a terrible old woman as a trouble to the others.

I am weird, right?

Whatever, that's what I think of today.

 

Don't know what i was talking about at the first part... Haha, whatever...

 

I just want to be a optimistic person.

When i get older, I can review this and encourage myself!

Smile, Sylvia!

Today, I went to buy some new roses as uaual.

But, one of them was dead!

When I took of the net, the petals were falling down one by one till the last one dropped on the ground.

So disappointed!

Today the weather changed suddently.

It was warm in the morning

but it's damn cold now!

It says the weather would drop to below 10°C.

 

Over over over!

Everything is over!

 

My last exam has just finished too!

I don't think I did a good job at TEM8.

I haven't prepare for that at all.

But, anyway, over!

 

But I can aware that another start is approaching...

 

Tonight, all what the band sang in Yucca hotel are sad songs.

 

Especially this one: