It was the second time that I felt homesick last night.

Not fun at all, I have to say.

I don't know what i can do to pull myself together from being blue.

The more I talked to Linda, the worse I felt.

At last, I have to call my mom and tell her all what happened to me here and cried over the phone.  

I found that I have learned to be more selfish than I was.

I was too blue to be around, so i just stayed in the computer room.

I don't think it is polite to behave like that when his friends and sister was hanging out here.

I am so bad...

Where was that considerate me?

 

We talked about that last night.

But he said he doesn't know what he can do.

:-( The only person I can turn to said so, then what can I do?

Go home? And forget all about here?

 

I don't want to...    >_<

Maybe the only person that can help is myself.

I have to make things work for me/us.

Yesterday i went to meet his mother.

It's the first time that i met my bf's parent.

I was very nervous when we were on the way.

He said she would love me as I suggested to buy her flowers. I hope so. Haha.

Finally, we arrived their house.

Her husband, the noble man that my bf love, opened the door for us.

Unluckily he is not very good at English, so I can't talk much with him. But I found that he is very nice!

Then his mother came out, like any other nice and friendly foreign middle age women I meet before. Plus, she is so fun!

Her humor makes things easy for me and break my nervous feelings.

His brother is also very nice, very gentle.

We had BBQ in the garden for dinner and after that we went to the beach to see the sunset.

It was great.

I am glad that my first sunset on the beach is with him and his family.

And I had a good time with his mother's dog Fenny. She is so cute!

 

Haven't swithed my China time to Denmark time yet, I woke up at 6 something though I went to bed late last night and didn't get much sleep the night before.

After that, we went to shop for some food.

And today, I finally got the chance to try the food he cooked, as we've been talking about that for such a long time.

We had some rice with souce and fried chicken. Hmm... though it's chicken breast, it's so yummy.

It was kinda cool to watch him cook. Unluckily I forgot to take some pictures, but I took some of the dished and us. Ha!

I wish i can cook for him too.

It's a quater past 9 in the evening here now, but the sun is just about to set, like it's 6pm in China. Ha, interesting!

 

After 9 hours and 25 minutes from China to Helsinki and two hours waiting at the ariport in Finland an another 1,5 hours flight, I finally landed in Denmark!

It was not the nice sitting there in a very limited space and doing nothing for almost 10 hours while you are tired and not able to fall alseep.

But I was pretty excited.

I think it has something to do with my bf.

He is so nice that he called me the night before I left and he stayed up tried his best not to fall alseep in order to call me the morning to wait me up, and talk to me when I was on my way to the airport.

Thanks for all what he did, otherwise I would have been so nervous and worried and feeling helpless. Anyway, it's my first time to leave for another country alone.

My seats were just right by the window, that was kinda cool for me!!!

I got the perfect seat to see all the good views.

But it wasn't fun when you want to go to the washroom or go to the bar for something, while you have two big guys sitting right in your way and what's worse? All sleeping.

Kids are easy to fall alseep anyway, I think. But when you gets older, it gets harder and harder.

It was so cool to flight, especially when it is taking off!!!!!!!!! Amazing!

It was sooooooooooooo beautiful when looking outside the window when you are on top of the clouds.

The sky is so blue the clouds are thin. Everything on the gound looks like the models that people make.

I met two funny danes on the plane. They are so nice and friendly. I like them.

When I was walking out of the CPH airport, I was kinda confused as there are so many people waiting at the exit.

"where is my guy?"

Before i knew it, someone took my hand and pulled me aside and gave me a big hug.

Of course that was the one I was looking for.  Ha!

I didn't feel something very special or weird in a new country.

Everything is just fine.

The house he is living is not a fancy one, but the longer I was stayed the more I like it.

It's not big and I think it's just the right size.

But... because he is kinda using that as a workshop, so it feels like it's a workshop, not a home.

I think when he finished the real workshop and moved all the stuff there and clean up everything.

It would be a lovely house.

Anyway, this is the house that I am going to stay for 3 months.

I've been suffering from the horrible dentist these days!

The doctor I went to is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn crude~

My mouth got hurt by his tools. I would rather my teeth being fixed by his assistant, though maybe she is not experienced, at least she is gentle to my poor mouth~

And he doesn't care how painful I am when he is drilling my teeth~

That's was the most horrible thing that has ever happened to me, even worse than the operation on my neck!!!

Horrible, horrible!

After all, it's my bad.

I think it's because I've been eating too much snickers!! Damn that delious sweet peanut candy chocolat!!

Tomorrow is Ice's wedding!

Still, I can't believe she is actually getting married!!!

Yes, we are not teenagers anymore.

We've entered the age of getting marry.

But I don't have the desire to settle down and have a family with someone like many of my friends.

It doesn't really make sense to me why everyone is so eager to marry someone.

Is it because I am not a marriage type or I am not mature enough to have that feeling?

 

But unfortunately, it things are going well with my relationship, I might have to face that issue.

If my boyfriend break up with me, then it's easy!

I can just go home and get a job and rent a flat with my friends and have fun in my new life.

As I've already got some offers and I believe myself that I can get a good job. Kinda cocky, haha. No, just I know what I want and I would go for that no matter what.

But what if we fall deeper and deeper.

Then we really have to think about what to do to make us stay together.

Long distant relationship really sucks!

If I have a fulltime job here, I can't go and see him as much as we want.

And I think it would be better for him to work in his country, cause he loves his job and his friends and surroundings.

I don't think he can get what he wants here.

So better me go there, cause I haven't started to have a life here.

Yet, if I need to stay there, either marry him or get further education there.

But I can't afford the tuition now.

And what if he doesn't want to get married?

hmm... things are not easy for us.

But let's see, you wouldn't know what life brings to u next.

Let it be~

Just hope for the best happens to everyone!

Today is Grandma's birthday!

How time flies~

I still remember on her last birthday, I was busy that I couldn't make it to come back to her village to celebrate that with the others. So I ask my mother to help me to give her some money.

This year, it is right before me going to dk.

I am glad that I planned to go to dk that late.

Besides, not missing my good friend's wedding, i didn't miss my grandma's birthday neither!

You know, you wouldn't know when is the last birth for the olds. (bless my grandma live as healthy and long as possible, please!)

I am sooooo short of money this days.

I don't know what's the matter with me! sounds like I can't keep the money in my hand!

There is always something happen that might take my money away!!! Damn expensive dentist!!!!

Maybe I need a husband with firm hand. Haha! Kidding!

I think I need to get a well-paid job and make good money, so that I don't have to worry about money stuff.

Instead of keeping the money, I would rather to earn more to spend~

 

Obviously, my mother doesn't agree with me~

I've been arguing because of this quite a lot this days.

Yesterday, we did that again.

And I was mad, so I just went back to my room and shut the door behind me!

I hate shouting and yelling!

But... the moment I shut the door, I began to feel guilty for what I did to my mom.

No matter what, I shouldn't have done that.

I didn't know that when I was a kid, but now I know that.

My mother gets hurt when we argue.

Damn, so guilty!

Yeah, I should watch my manner.

 

It is a very bad thing to be impolite to your parents.

I remember that one of my roommate also got pissed at her parents and hang off the phone suddently when they are arguing.

That kinda makes me change my mind towards her, as she always sound like a very nice and lovely girl, though at last it turned out that she is not as nice as I thought. Whatever, never mind.

 

And I said to myself that I would never do things like her to my parents.

But what I did yesterday was very rude.

Ok, I am gonna end this and never let that happen again!